Top 5 things I miss about her

First, her laughters. She laughs like a witch but that's what I love to hear. It doesn't matter what's the sound. I can sense that when she is laughing, she is really laughing. She doesn't laugh for any social causes or nothing-is-more-appropriate-to-give-a-laugh-on-the-overwhelming-moment. She laughs because she wants to and that's the killing edge.

Second, she doesn't pretend she is good. I met a lot of girls who think they are good at anything but they really don't. Like, they would think they are pretty, but they are not. They think they are smart, wrong. They think putting out words that sounds technical means they are knowledgeable, very very wrong. and if you try to be honest and go to the fact, they get mad and being unreasonable. And I think it's pathetic. Some of them think they have arts sense, or they have taste on anything, and that's what make they more like self-overrated morons. She doesn't. She doesn't rate herself and she won't disagree what you rate on her. On that point, no one i have ever meet in my life could match her.

Third, she thinks. She always response with delay which you know she is working out on what you have just told her, even it's the most pointless or dirtiest joke you could ever talk to her. She is really listening to you. Yes, she is not that smart and doesn't think fast. But it's all about attitude. Having a person you like that she is so happy to think about what you say makes you feel so great. She makes you feel great!

And she has the sense of humor. When I say "the" sense of humor I mean the sense of humor which i really think it's the sense of humor. She doesn't make smart jokes, indeed, she is very good at stupid jokes. But she makes really lovely jokes, and I'm good at response to her jokes which is unexpected to her and makes her laugh. She really gets your jokes. Even it's not a very good one she can help you build it up and it turns out both of you laughing. Come on, I met so many girls think they are funny, pretends they have sense of humor and they know how to make fun of it. But they are not funny people at all. Their jokes are really something you would pay money so you don't have to listen to, because it's from a over-serious person who repeats a joke which is really cold as hell. really really terrible jokes.

Finally, she is so natural. On her looking, on her speaking, on her voice, on her dressing. She tries to look better and wear pretty outfit, she tries to add emotion on her speaking and voice. But those all suit her, and nothing over-dramatic, nothing really makes herself anxiety(but pretend cool and nothing special on her although you can see their real feeling from their face! god damn it pretentious girls!)

enough enough enough.